letters to the sea

 Sometimes I go to the sea and write letters. Despite the cold I sit there and dream about the space. Then I realise that I'm the happiest person on this planet! And everyone is dear to me. (I lied. I don't need an everyone.) I want perennially to sit near the sea, because it's my inspiration. I feel cosily myself there.

This is Halloween, this is Halloween! Pumpkins scream in the dead of night.

The first time in my life I decided to celebrate the Halloween. And I have to say that it was incredible great! Now I'm going to celebrate this holiday every year!

                                                     
                                                        What about of few delicious fingers?

                                                      To live beautifully not forbid.

fly to Mars

                   My fund for future. Who wants to put money and make my dream come true?

If I could create a health facility, I would set up a hospital for souls.

                     So many souls rise to the heavens and smash up before my eyes.
 Sometimes I feel uncomfortable myself at society. Sometimes a solitude on the streets scares me. And then I think: "Will I feel comfortable myself somewhere besides of my own home and my room which replaces a whole universe for me?".
I really don't know. It scares me.. I don't want to have a standard everyday life with the husband and many children in the future. It's not for me.
When I see a lot of happy families, I understand that it's so boring. I don't want it.
Maybe I will be a great politician and I will travel with pretty girls all over the world in the future. Maybe, not.

Maybe, do you know how to help me? I am at an impasse.

a serial junkie

Whovian the 375th level

my own TARDIS

                                                                                                   
                                              Be afraid of Daleks and Mr. Moriarty..

                                                     
                                                 Harry Potter forever! Bow ties are cool C; 

I want to be slim as he :c
I dream that one day I will say him of his perfect body . But Brian may be jealous. haha ;D

this autumn will change me finally.

 

I like and I hate the autumn at the same time. Many people say me: "Hey, Helga, you're so happy!". Actually they don't know what I feel every day.

I thank for everyone who came in my life and who left me too.  I guess I will be a confident person someday.

the excellent rest

I had a really good time in a summer house  this weekend. I realized that I must to cultivate myself. It's a quite good sense for existence. I will work on myself.

 
                      

The TV series "Mr. Bean" inspired me to change the interior of my room. These postcards from my pen-friends from Germany, Netherlands, Italy, island of Sri-Lanka, Russia, Belarus and USA. These small pleasantness gives me pleasure.

p.s. don't pay attention on mess

the night weirdo

I feel invisible myself. Perhaps it's just night. But despite on this time of day I stay sensible. Foremost I don't show own weirdness and onwards I'm sinking in the deepness of music. Although I just become myself.

life in the vain hope

I try to enjoy every moments in my life. I try not to pay attention to feelings of other people. I try to live without sorrow. I keep smile for every stranger. But sometimes I have many hugs in  my dreams and then I realize that I need it in the real life. 

  

and a bit of my photos.

nothing meaningful

Sometimes people don't understand me, but it doesn't bother me.

    My typical night before autumn. To be honest, I want to school because I need the knowledge.

since I wake up I started to decay

                                                                    "Good morning!"                                                                        

                                                     But I really don't know what that means.

привет с планеты Земля

Hello everyone! I'm Helga and it's my new blog. I will share my news and photos with you.

And I want to improve my English. I hope I will succeed c;

Welcome.