If I could create a health facility, I would set up a hospital for souls.

                     So many souls rise to the heavens and smash up before my eyes.
 Sometimes I feel uncomfortable myself at society. Sometimes a solitude on the streets scares me. And then I think: "Will I feel comfortable myself somewhere besides of my own home and my room which replaces a whole universe for me?".
I really don't know. It scares me.. I don't want to have a standard everyday life with the husband and many children in the future. It's not for me.
When I see a lot of happy families, I understand that it's so boring. I don't want it.
Maybe I will be a great politician and I will travel with pretty girls all over the world in the future. Maybe, not.

Maybe, do you know how to help me? I am at an impasse.