.my life is a continuous hallucination

-What happened to you?

- I grew up.

I'm too small compared to the scale of the city. The worse thing is when you stop to notice the beauty of places which are really wonderful. Everything becomes commonplace. I'm afraid to grow up. There are a lot of problems. I dream to be there where I feel myself loved and desired. 

                                                 I feel like I'm far away from this world.